Isolated from the world, no one could do me any more harm. But why do I feel like I am still missing something. Oh that's right, freedom. To be myself without the care of judgment and how others perceive me. Free to enjoy things that make me happy without the whispers. You slowly creep your head out and just when you start to smile and take a deep breath, something drags you right back into isolation. Why does it feel like it is so many people's goals to make others feel bad because they are missing things in their own lives and have to take it out on someone? Is it my fault for allowing it to go for so long even though there was nothing I could really do to control or stop what others were saying?
Most of the mental bullies in my life are not living up to much yet I still hide. Why do you hide Kiara? You have accomplished so much more than what those people have regardless of how they treated you. What are you afraid of? The light at the end of the tunnel is bright so why do you STILL hide? You know that the only thing you should fear is God himself so why are you letting others your glory over a few judgments? God is allowing you to be free and wants you to have faith that he will deliver you from your past demons. Walk through that door now while He still has it open because He will close it. HE will close it...
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